By Lani Ka’ahumanu, 1989
She went right for the dildos,
I stopped at the card section, knowing that someone I knew
would walk through the door at any moment.
She asked many questions,
I acted cool and casual testing massage lotions,
She went into the dressing room to try on a harness,
I moved as far away as I could to the book section,
She came out with a big smile on her face and said,
“Come here and show me what you want!”
I thought I was going to die…
By the time we got home I was very excited.
I ran to the bedroom and tore open the bag,
spilling the contents onto our bed.
She checked the answering machine and put water on for tea.
I loved it – dildo, harness, lube, gloves, plastic wrap, and condoms!
We were ready for anything and everything.
As I lit the candles and got undressed I began to wonder
what she was doing. I found her in the kitchen,
and told her to come to the bedroom.
I was ready to show her what I wanted.
I thought she was going to die…